Sorry to hear that. Well, if it makes you feel better, the initial reaction to it is fear. I don’t know about Kodavictimm, but I was scared at first.
A drunken pass out never scared me, but I always made sure she was safe before I really started to enjoy the moment. :D
My fear was not just that she might be dead but that, if I tried to carry her, I might drop her. She was kind of frail. I also avoided touching the scar on the back of her neck. I was just a kid when she had that surgery and had been told that touching it could kill her. I guess it affected me into my teens. So, I just held her on my lap until she came to, which she did in a way similar to a Highlander-type immortal coming back to life.
My girlfriend passed out on me once, and she'd just taken flu medication, after about 10 minutes she woke up then passed out again... Her hair went down to her upper back and looks 'korean' ish... Best hour of my life so far...